hiyee guys!!
I'M BAK!! lol...sorry its been a LONG while since i've updated! my life has been full of dramaz latley....SKU sucks so bad...i'm such a fucken loner!!! omg...i miss my friends....i miss their support and i miss the kind of comfort that they always offered unconditonally!!! (*sigh*)so MANY fucken fake, wannabe bitches at SVHS! can't wait to go home! i'm just counting down the days babee! lol...

hmmz...what else?!? aunty bre finally made 6 months the other day. she's starting to really show and its cute. baby peanuts coming in less than 4 months....everyones really excited!! i guess i am too....but than again i have to ADMIT that i have this jealousy kinda of thing going on every now and then...its just hard to explain. i guess its more like....this new baby will have a mommy and a daddy growing up and i never had that. ALL i had was a mommy and i never really knew my dad up until a year ago. i get all pissed becuz my dad constantly talks about that baby like its already here....its like "Peanut this....Peanut that!" [we call baby peanut cuz he doesn't have a name yet! just incase you were wondering!] he's reading all these books with aunty bre and catering to her like she's a sick puppy. i guess it just hurts deep down inside becuz when my mom was pregnant with me at 18, she was all alone. my dad didn't even give a fuck....i know he's starting his own life now with his new wife and soon to be new son....but it makes me stop and wonder sometimes...why we couldn't just be a family? MEE, MOM, & DAD!

I miss my mommy too! she's been going through alot latley and i just found out last night that her and micheal is getting a divorce. In june they're planning to sell the house and after that its just gonna be me and my mom. my mom just got a new job and all and since its just gonna be the two of us, i know that in the beginnning its gonna be hard finically! plus with all the working she's gonna have to do....i'ma have to depend on myself. being away from eachother has really brung us closer...itz amazing. i can talk to her and cry to her and she actually understands.

As for me and my baby....we make a year and a half in a few days!! i'm so proud of us! for the past couple of weeks...we been through ALOT of ups and downs. its crazie though how much we've accomplished and gotten through. its all in a matter of weeks until we see eachother again. GOD IS FINALLY GONNA LET US BE TOGETHER! i'ma spend every single day with him by my side!! i can't wait! this is so exciting! you should of seen last night when i found out about the whole divorce thing...i was so scared becuz i knew that i'd spend most of my time home alone...but then my babee was all like... "Babe...i'mma take care of you...and go to your house every day after school and then wait with you everynight until you fall asleep!" (~mwahz babee! i love you sweetie!)

gotta go now kay guys!! i'll update agen when i have the chance!!

love you,
ani

p.s.
[MY BESTEST FRIEND RAYRAY] this is too you hun!!! thanks for being there for me friday night...i know i was going crazy!!! i'm sorry that you had to witness the fight that went on between me and tigger....i know you were probably wondering "what the hell is going on here?" but to tell you the truth it was just breaking point for the both of us. we've had to wait so long to be together and now that its in a matter of weeks its almost like we can't wait any longer! [i hope this makes sense to you cuz its the best way i can explain] we're still the couple that you always thought of us as....i'm still your sister and he's still your brother. i hope what he sed that night was not taken personal cuz you know that hes been through hell and back with being in WEST VIRGINA and all...i guess all i'm saying is...it brought us closer! and we aprreciate everything you've done to help us out! WE LOVE YOU RAYRAY! and its the 3 of us until the end! MwaH!

LET IT SNOW!! LET IT SNOW!! LET IT SNOW!!!

My ghetto HAWAIIAN snowman!!! heheh

Jus when the snow started to fall!! =)

Lonoboy, Dad, Booboo & the snowman!!!

LonoBoy, Me & tha Snowman

hey guys...
today was one of the most amazing days ever!! =) heheh... IT ACTUALLY SNOWED HERE IN VEGAS....you guys are probably thinking..."yah...and so!!" but you don't get it!! i've never seen snow in my whole LIFE !! =) today was the first time i've ever seen it...you should of seen it for yourself...it was so unbelievebly pretty...the desert was covered in snow....and it looked like a white winter wonderland!! i'll never forget it...during lunch me, trinuh, and nina were just standing out in the snow the whole time...i got beamed a few times in my ass by...by-passing snowballs...but other than that all i can say is that IT WAS AMAZING! it snowed hard for 4 hours straight...but by the time sku was over it got lighter and lighter and then before you knew it, it was over! when i got home...my backyard had mountains of snow...and my dad and i went out to play in it for an hour or so...we even made a cute little HAWAIIAN SNOWMAN...lol...i feel like a little kid all over agen...i think its been the best experience i've experienced since i've been here...IT FELT LIKE CHRISTMAS ALL OVER AGAIN!!=) i'll post the pictures later kay?!?
gotta go!! love yooh!! mWaH!

love always,
kiani

22 MORE DAYS UNTIL MY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!

"...One, you're like a dream come true...Two,  just wanna be with you...Three, baby it's plain to see that you're the only one for me..."

*1.To spend the holidays with my hunnie

*2.To spend the holidays with my hunnie

*3.To spend the holidays with my hunnie

*4.To spend the holidays with my hunnie

*5.To spend the holidays with my hunnie

[=...i think you get the point...heheh...=]

hey there my loves...

welpz its pretty late over here and everybody's sleeping so i jus decided to update this thingy since its been a while and theres really nothing else to do. nothings really been happening latley except that we're on break for the next 2 weeks! my babe gets outta sku on thursday, so i'mma jus stay home and talk to him all day for the rest of my break since i can't spend it seeing him =(...other then that i'm loving this no sku thing!! my goal for my break was to go to the gym so i could get into shape agen....but so far all i've been doing is waking up late and lying around the house!!!! i have a shit load of make-up work to do for sku too....but who the hell does homework during their winter break?? lol....idk...but i'll worry bout that later. CHRISTMAS is coming around the corner...and then new years...its crazy how fast the year has gone by....i can't wait for christmas...cuz i got pretty much everything i asked for materialistically...the onlee thing thats missing is my babee... =( shit i miss him so much guys....damn and if i could i would trade everything i got this christmas jus to spend it with him! this year... christmas isn't gonna be as good as it could've been...cuz its jus gonna be me, dad and aunty bre...we're all eachother has down here in vegas and we're not use to being away from all the family exspecially during the holidays....i wish i could've gone bak home for winter break...but it was either november or december...and i choose last month cuz i couldn't handle being away from my babee any more! i got to talk to him tonight for about 2 hours...he's so cute!!! hez my SNUGGLEZ!! lol...[I love you my hunnie!!!]   i better go now tho kay guys!! much love and mWaH!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

love always,

kiani

          me and my babee!